I guess I'm not as smart as I thought

So I just went through my old xanga and read a bunch of old posts. I was pleasantly surprised. I used to write a lot.

I miss writing, especially songs. I only remember two that I wrote about two years ago. I get so scared of what's going to come out of my fingertips that I just don't do it. In my head, my random thoughts don't make sense. I seem to forget that when I write them down, they tend to sort themselves out.

Throughout the days, I have random phrases stick out to me. I need to figure out why they stick out for me and how they connect. I think it'd be really beautiful.

All this to say, I'm going to start writing more.

And I'll probably post it all here. I feel weird about posting some things because of how personal they are, but I feel like I have the right to. I'll probably change my mind in the morning, though, haha.