My Love Goes Free

Sometimes I want to get lost in the past. I feel myself slipping away into memories and reminicsenses.

I miss so many things right now. My present life is wonderful, full, richly blessed, and gives me no reason to duck out for a moment. But I do, sometimes.

I miss haybale jumping, guitar playing, dreaming, planning, wishing, laughing, discussing (sometimes fighting), dancing, drinking tea, watching deep movies, watching silly movies (laughing histerically at the turtle dancing in Little Mermaid), late nights spent talking about life, or watching meteor showers.

I miss eye conversations, and the ocean of feelings that lay so much deeper than what we felt on the top.

We were to go live in tents, traveling around the world, sharing Jesus with people. And that's happened, for sure, just differently than we all expected.

Sweet, sweet days full of nature, community, dreams, music, freedom, and love. Comradery. I will always cherish those precious years.